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My first pair of "Nike" ! ♥

Sunday, August 31, 2014



My first ever shiny pair of Nike!! Look at the box and the glowing sign! Eeeks! LOL! I guess, everybody always wanted to own a pair of Nike in their lifetime. I used adidas before this and I have to say, those were quite a faithful pair, but the trend got to me too and I was dying to get my hands on one of these. So, after trying different brands, moving several showrooms, I finally ended up with "My Nike Pair" ♥

Because whenever you hear the phrase "Just Do It", you always think Nike! xD




Here's my baby ♥
 It's magenta, white and grey!
It's the Nike Transform V. I was planning to start running sometime soon and this baby gives me teh green light, also bought a few pairs of socks cause, you know why. :P I've been eating a little cleaner, recovering from my binge downfall and today, I ate 100% clean. Feeling more motivated. Gonna try my best and get back on track. ;)




xoxo



battle

When is knowing too much harmful?

Thursday, August 21, 2014



On your journey to get fit, the ride uphill is hard but the fall downhill is unbearable, in my case, I feel helpless, powerless, and it is crashing down with no hints of slowing down, let alone stopping.


So, winter of 2013, I decided to change my lifestyle. I decided to go ahead and try a take on a fit life. The journey was hard but the results were so worth it if not more. In 3 months I lost 7 kgs and I was oh-so-proud of myself. The changes were undeniable and the compliments about my self-control and progress probably got into my head because, right after that, one fine day, I lost it all, all my self control,motivation and since the last 4-5 months, I started binge eating and my lifestyle went downhill. Everyday I wake up determined and a little sad for all the hard work I spoiled and every single day, i go to bed disappointed.


But, my point is. I never had binge eating disorder before. How did it just develop? I did control my calories but I never starved myself. My doubt is, I read a lot about binge eating Disorder (BED) while researching for  a healthy lifestyle and probably because I kept coming across it, I read about it, researched it, it somehow got into. I know this sounds absolutely crazy but have you ever had times when you thought "I'm never gonna have to go through that" or "I'll never like that" or "I have never been one of them" but later, you find yourself in THAT most unexpected situations. When knowing too much about an absolutely oblivious topic later results in you facing it yourself. I'm no psychology pro but this is something I've noticed through out my life and it's something that I've been pondering hard about since the last few months. Maybe this is not possible but maybe, I am sharing this because I might not be the only one. You know, being affected by something so not obvious. What if I never knew what BED was? I would never have the idea it existed. That this was possible. I might have never developed it. I know two very close people who completed their weight loss journey and are living a healthy life. None of them knows what BED is. Until I told one of them about this. Then why me? Is it my fault that I know too much? That I was taking precautions?


Nevermind, till I get back on track to the bright and healthy me 5 months back and is a plate full of sweet fritters that I am finishing off in the kitchen so nobody catches me binging.


xoxo




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