2015

Life Update : I got into the college "Editorial Board" !

Tuesday, December 29, 2015



So, Christmas morning I woke up feeling really blessed and super elated because I go a text on Christmas eve stating that I got into the college "Editorial Board" ! I mean this is huge! It's so hard to get into the board .They are very picky and just a few ever make it into the group. i know many seniors who have been trying for years and to get into it on my very first semester is kind of surreal. They just picked two people from 1st year so it's very "crazy". But, sometimes, I wonder how? I mean, maybe they misjudges me but then again, I should stop doubting myself because it'd be unfair to all my hard work and the passion that I have and also to the people who picked us out. So, I'm just gonna take some deep breaths and try to do my best. I'll need all your good lucks! ;)

2015

Christmas Make Up Haul and my favorite lipstick right now!

Thursday, December 24, 2015


Hey everyone! Merry Christmas to everyone who are celebrating it on 24th and Meery Christmas eve for the one's celebrating it tomorrow! So, I'm back home from college as you can tell and so, I had to go on a makeup shopping spree. I don't understand how I can't remember what I have to do for the day but when it comes to makeup, I can recall what I had been longing for since ages. Nevermind, so, these are the things I bought on my last day of college and after I got back home! ;)



 So, the things that I go are :
1. Lakme Absolute Matte Lip Colour (Milan Red)
2.Lakme Enrich Satin Lipstic (M423)
3.Lake Enrich Satin Lipstic (P164)
4.Maybelline Clear Glow Benefit Cream (Nude) 
5.Lakme 9 to 5 Flawless Matte Complexion Compact (Almond)
6.Maybelline Color Show Nail Lacquer (Porcelain Party)


The compact looks realllllyy good but I haven't tried it now, it's something I got for my Mom so, I'll let her do the honours.
The Benefit Cream is lovely, blends in so beautifully ♥


Maybe because I'm a little colour blind (I just don't look properly :P okay?) so, the Milan Red kind of looked a little brown to me and I was in love with it but now that I look at it properly, it's still the love of my life. It's one of the best lipstick I've ever come across and it totally gives off the grunge/gothic effect.
The M423 is a little depressing because I thought it was gonna be coffee brownish but instead, it's RED! and I already had a similar red and I don't like me reds just like that you know. When you wear red, it's gotta be of a certain type. I like my red with a little gravity, I can't tell you exactly what I mean but. That's okay, it's still nice.
The P164 has been a nice buy so far, though it can make your face look a little washed out if you don't know how to wear it properly.Although it has a little bit of shimmer but if you know how to mattify  lipstick, you're the BOSS! ;)


2015

Life Update: So far College #1 : Why a Happy Soul is the key to a Happy Life

Tuesday, December 01, 2015

So, I have my semesters tomorrow but, I decided to sit down and blog while I have everything to study and I am feeling really positive. Why is that so? End of this July, I started college. Everyone says things change once you are in college. What they don't clearly state is that, if you give yourself time and listen to your soul, you just might find your best side. I am not saying that this is the best me because, you are not the same forever Your live is not a graph of how successful you've been throughout your life, rather, it's a map of all the feelings and places (take it in the poetic sense please) that you've been lucky enough to experience in the mundane journey.






So, coming to college, I had a mindset, that I wouldn't make many friends. Do people have these type of mindset? And that I'll study hard and ........and, I was open to experiences. My parents have always been the type to encourage me and my sister to do what we want but, I've never really known what I want, actually, I've never listened to myself because I didn't know there was something like pleasing the soul that you could resort to. So, here, when you are all by yourself, responsible for just yourself, you've everything in the world to try out and know what makes you happy. Basically, you know what you wanna do, you've always known, it depends on you if listen to it or ignore it, I started listening to it. I go out for walks when even I feel like, listen to my favourite music when I feel like, I even tried veganism for a while (still going on and off about this thing though, I really wanna go vegan once I'm older and richer and have more vegan resources around me), watch he movies I want, sleep when I am tired, try to live like how I feel like and study when I feel like, so, I have been doing quite well in my academic area too (not boasting) but yeah, I have always been above average in studies, living an average life and nothing too excited about. Now, I am getting pretty good grades, am very happy and love the fact the I do most of the things that I wanna do, or the one's that I haven't done yet, I keep it in my To-Do list and really excited about it and the fact that you know your parents are happy makes it all the much better. YOUR PRODUCTIVITY IS DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO YOUR HAPPINESS. You know, how people talk about having a gypsy soul, and letting your soul run free like those wild horses, it actually does you good and always, have a sense of humour, and feel positive, if dancing right now would make you feel more positive than going out with a friend, do it. Because when you are happy from the core of your soul, you radiate it and people around you will feel better and no other negativity can seep into you. And never forget inspiration, your inspiration maybe different than the one's surrounding you, but that in no sense means that you should hide it under blankets of ignorance. Accept it, nurture it and hold onto it. Because rust me, it will make you feel, sad maybe, happy if you are lucky but definitely motivated and trust me, MOTIVATED is A BEAUTIFUL FEELING.








At this very moment, I am planning to resume my blogging, I have friends that I have really good times with (resolution broken), I have more dreams and I ever had and I am looking forward to meet my family this Christmas and spend quality time with my family and friends back home. Life if beautiful, only if you decide to look at it's beauty.

2015

Wish #1 : I was a teenager of the 90's

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Now, I am almost over with my teenage days but this desire of mine to be living breathing in the 90s, don't get me wrong, I am a 90s kid but I wish I was spending my teenage days in the 90s  wearing all the grunge junk and fangirling for Kurt Cobain but, you know,sometimes, it's just not possible. I mean I am even willing to dress up like the 90s kid and live my life as in the 90s while the world is pulsing the 21st century.


So, as I have always worshipped Jared Leto, I have always wanted to see this "My So-Called Life"which is supposedly one of the best series for teenagers ever. No matter how reckless teenage is, I guess I'll always be willing to come back and feel the hurricane like emotions. Makes you feel alive. So, I spend my last night, not sleeping but drooling over Jordan Catalano and absolutely admiring (my first and ever girl lead that I love)  Angela Chase. I guess all of us can relate either one or the other struggles that the gang goes through. I don't wanna make it longer because I don't know, I feel so much. I wanna talk so much about it but I know, most of us are not good at following.  (listening or reading). So, I am just gonna beg you to give it a go. I spend the whole night waking up watching it, went to bed at 10:43 a.m. EXACTLY and got woken up on 12:17 p.m with blood-shot eyes. But, it's worth every single damn tear that I shed while trying to keep my eyes open the whole night.



Very honest, and the simplicity in which they served reality, not, overdone but just right.





feeling

You know, this crazy tormenting, yet beautiful feeling...

Tuesday, July 28, 2015



You know, how we all doodle. Scribble. Maybe not all of us. Not even most of us. Barely some of us. Actually, I feel like it's just me. You know, It's 2:25 a.m right now and I can't fall asleep. This has been going on for some weeks now. I never know when I fall asleep but I know definitely I am always awake till two and some more. I don't know how much more. Maybe a minute. An hour. Tick tock. Anyway, that's not the point. Actually, even I don't know what my point is. If you are reading this while you have a reminder set at the back of your mind for something to do, I suggest you stop reading. Because, as far as I can tell, this is a SELFISH POST. It's not about self improvement. It's not about some trick or tutorial or experience. This is just a written record of RIGHT NOW. It's not even a post. It's like journaling. But this is not a journal. I wouldn't let my journal go public. Or maybe, I just did. 



This post maybe one of those that are totally crap. But this is what's in my mind all the time. Thoughts. Thoughts winded up in each other. No beginning nor an ending. Hell! I can't even trace it's pathway. It just surfaces and before I can give it a thought, there's next one fading away so I am rushing and trying to get the thought that I almost lost. Does this happen to anybody else? Just crazy haphazard thoughts and words and crazy things bubbling in your volcanic head? Nowhere to lead and unknown beginning? I don't talk much because most of the time because I am thinking of stuff. Other stuff. Weird stuff. Stuff like this. Like just blabbering on. I don't know what these thoughts are? Why we keep thinking even if we don't want? Like it's not gonna be a extra credit for job CVs right? Can't even seem to remember these scattered thoughts in some hours. Baseless thoughts. Thoughts that just take you deeper into thinking. I just realized while I was "whatever-I-am-doing-now", writing makes this more disciplined. More tolerable. But "tolerable" is an unkind word to use. Because, these are my thoughts. They are probably different from you. Maybe the same. But we'll never tell. And so, we shall never know. And until we know, let us believe these thoughts are to one their own. Love them and pretend they are what makes us pristine. Starkly different and yet all the same.

 I am not feeling sleepy. It's 2:40 and 3:00 scares me. Too many horror movies have I watched. Let me go back to the cacophony. The comforting cacophony. 

xoxo

Lifestyle

Something I have been loving ~

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

So, I love those really bright and minimal photos, but lately, I have been loving those really dark, maybe even grunge-y pictures. I feel like they are so magical and honest and beautiful. I don't know if it makes sense to you but these pictures seem like reality. You know, a little lingering of darkness and that's what makes it beautiful. You know realistic, not all bright and happy but dark and crazy beautiful.
So, not much I can explain that would make you understand my feeling like looking at this beautiful photography. If anybody knows, please tell me this style of photography, if there is a name for this style.







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Life Update : Packing for college!

Monday, July 27, 2015


 I wouldn't have made this post but I noticed that I but some more RED stuff. Crazy! So, here is my red plat and my red bowl and my red mug for mah cappa-chhinnooo! *wink* See, I tried to make a kitty! Also, my RED suitcase! I was never a person to be VERY enthusiastic about red but I guess, things change. Haha! No more talking, just crappy pictures, I think I should  change the blog bio to "Crappy Pictures". Just saying.

I will miss you my city! ♥
Playing what to pack or not. This rubber slippers are my favorite but too bulky.
This is my cutest little cousin sister, this is us blackmailing each other.
She's so cute. This baby of mine cried yesterday at the lift after we both let go of each other.
It was probably the last reunion before I leave for colleg and this kiddo is turning 16 this November, I still remember the summer, us two kids in the balcony, she made me promise I'd always think of her as my own sister and not a cousin.  I've kept this promise and I'll take it with me to my grave. I can't believe I might have to miss you Sweet 16 my love ♥


xoxo

beauty

Mini Haul : Lakme ♥

Saturday, July 25, 2015



So, I have been obsessing over RED recently. Soon, you'll find me book called "50 shades of RED". Okay, crappy joke. So, I was gonna do a haul post and as I was going through my items, I realized I have been buying a lot of RED things and so decided to do a small post on my 3 favorite ♥ Lakme is an Indian make up brand and makeup brand that I've grown up with. Yes.  

So, today's pick are :

  1. Lakme Absolute Matte in the shade Plum Spell : I have to say. This is my current FAVORITEST!
It is a gorgeous red with a little violet-ish tint. It's just my favorite! It looks kindo of red provocative but at the same time raspy and elegant if that makes sense.
2.                 Lakme Absolute Creme in the shade Runway Red : This is the very ON POINT red. Like, TAKE NO BULLCRAP RED! So, this is another great find for me. I actually got this as a gift for me birthday fom my friend and I love her for this!

    3.                Lastly, the classic True Wear in the Shade, I think "Free Spirit" is the shade because I checked a few other colors and they had different names but I still doubt about the D417 So, they color is amazing! I mean it's just POP ! Hahahha. My way of describing isn't really appropriate but it's the best way I can make you understand. So, this shade is the coolest! It's a little dark maybe even a bit grunge RED and I've been walking around pretending to be a vampire ever since I put it on. 





The red is darker I promise! ♥


What is you favorite color/ shade/pattern at this moment? Comment below so I can know what new to try out! ♥


Much Love
xoxo

                                                                 

Lifestyle

Weekend trip to Shillong ♥

Monday, July 20, 2015

So, this Friday, Dad said he wanted to visit Meghalaya especially Cherrapunji, known to be the WETTEST PLACE ON EARTH. It's around a 2 and half hour road trip to Shillong with beautiful view all through the trip and so is a favorite spot for peace seekers or picnics. And this time was no disappointment. Cool breeze, light drizzles and heavy showers only in Cherrapunji ♥ The city is amazing for pedestrians , me being one, I love the weather and the slight slopes are quite amazing. Also, famous for it's caves, this is a must visit within India is you are looking to roll back and relax in teh lap of nature or if you are looking for extreme adventure sports. I'll stop talking now and probably let you look at the pictures.


The road to Cherrapunji with it's breath taking views 
This is HOW foggy it was. It got scary for a little while
It was super crowded though and hotels were all full and every hotel is booked till October in Shillong.
This is a familiar sight in any spot in Shillong. Corn with squeezed lemon, salt and a little sprinkle of red chilli powder. Yummmmm!
My housekeeper and Mom, we went for the view, all we got is mist! :P



The Police Bazaar is the favorite spot for shoppers.

The Golf Course! ♥ It's a park on Sundays ♥ You can hear the Sunday prayers/servings (?) and the mood here is sooo beautiful ♥

Golf course pictures again. :P
Some family having picnic :P
I caught a bug on the glass.


The city. Not a very good picture. Naaaah
Abundance of fresh supplies in this place I tell you. It's famous ♥ 

The "DELHI MISTAN BHANDAR". My eatery in Shillong. Gotta have their
HOT HOT JALEBIS! Period. I think I've have it everytime, every year
I went there.
Comment below any place near you city wherever in the globe which is a nice cheap vacation spot! ;)

Also, sorry for crappy pictures, Still trying :P ♥

xoxo






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